Who understand me??

Today is my 1st day in MBS.. quite miserable actually.. n a bit “yu” also..I accidently line up in boys queue during the morning assembly. All the guys’ eye look at me.. So embarrassing!! Luckily yin come also when I listening to the “old boys” talk. N I saw my primary shool mate too. I nearly can’t recognize them.. but the important point is they still remember me after 5 years not c each other ma.. haha..

Yesterday when I was taking nap after school.. my dad suddenly told me tat he had manage all the transfer stuff 4 me..WAT!! so fast?? he don even told me tat he’s going to school to take the transfer form.. Although I so desperate wanna get out from SAB but I still miss my friends.. n i know they sure will b shock, surprise ….n MAD when they knew this news. cz I juz leaves SAB without telling them till the last minute.. but I really don know this early de.. I swear!!

Wat I felt sad is when some of my friends knew I had success transfer to MBS, I suddenly feel they’r so far from me.. not the distance between our living area actually but is the distance in the heart.. I don wan this kinda of feel.. I really do hope they also can transfer to MBS with me cz they all my jimui.. but wat I can do now is juz pray 4 them.. They must said of cz I no need to worry cz I ady success transfer but I also worry 4 them de.. I don want our friendship to b broken because of this.. U know wat.. I feel scare when this kinda of feeling appear in my heart. Sometimes got the feeling to drop my tears also.. who should I get comfort from?? non.. they juz thought I no need to worry anything ady.. but they jus don’t know….. my feeling actually…..

Hope my feeling will better after blogging la..

TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY!!!